Hit a Bump in the Road… It’s all Part of the Journey

Hi all!

So of course I caught a cold last week which caused me to skip about a week of workouts. But I knew if I pushed myself too hard, I would exhaust myself and possibly prolong my sickness. I have this horrible habit of taking things way too far and setting myself up for failure.

I’m recovering but still exhibiting symptoms. I’m hoping the weekend will allow me enough time to recuperate so that I can get back to my routine.

Up until my cold, I was able to complete 3 weeks of workouts 5 days/week. I was so close to keeping that streak going but it is what it is. It’s all part of the journey!

I was just starting my 4th week of my running plan when I got sick, but I’ll just extend it another week.

I was starting to enjoy my me time at the gym. I hope I can get that back soon!

It’s January and ideally I would like to reach my goal weight in August. I try to keep things in perspective and think about how lucky I am for a lot of things, so to have to give up a few things to be able for reach my goal is definitely not that bad. I’m investing in my health and that is a very good thing.

This week I will go back to working out regularly while also adding more focus to my nutrition. I will make it a goal to add mainly veggies, protein, and healthy fats to 2 out of my 3 daily meals.

Some recipe ideas for myself this week:

  • No tortilla taco salad
  • Italian salad and breadless chicken parmigiana
  • Lettuce-wrapped cheeseburgers
  • Spaghetti squash with pesto sauce and chicken

That’s all I can think of for now. Still have NyQuil brain…

Will write more soon!

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My ‘Run to Healthy’ Challenge

Happy New Year! I said in my last post that I would create a new plan for myself to continue on my journey towards a healthier me. So I’ve decided to create and start a new challenge for myself. One thing I know about myself is that I need to keep things interesting because I get bored very easily. So I’ve decided to modify my “health challenge” to a ” run to healthy challenge”. I’m going to follow a running plan to get back into running. While doing so, I will work on a sustainable eating plan.

I did some online research and settled on this running plan from Active.com:

Weeks 1 & 2 – 3 days per week (30 minutes total)

  • 5 minute warm-up walk
  • 20 minutes alternating jogging/walking
  • Jogging for a minimum of 30 seconds
  • 5 minute cool down

Weeks 3 & 4 – 4 days per week (36 minutes total)

  • 5 minute warm-up walk
  • 26 minutes alternating jogging/walking
  • Jogging for a minimum of 45 seconds
  • 5 minute cool down

Weeks 5 & 6 – 4 to 5 days per week (40 minutes total)

  • 5 minute warm-up walk
  • 30 minutes alternating jogging/walking
  • Jogging for a minimum of 60 seconds
  • 5 minute cool down

Weeks 7 & 8 – 4 to 5 days per week (46 minutes total)

  • 5 minute warm-up walk
  • 36 minutes alternating jogging/walking
  • Jogging for a minimum of 90 seconds
  • 5 minute cool down

Weeks 9 & 10 – 5 days per week (50 minutes total)

  • 5 minutes warm-up walk
  • 40 minutes alternating jogging/walking
  • Jogging for a minimum of 2 minutes
  • 5 minute cool down

I think this plan will be the easiest for me to follow and help me build back up my endurance. It’s nothing crazy or drastic, and progresses at a steady rate.

I’m starting a new job next week and my plan of attack is to go to the gym immediately after work.

In terms of a nutrition plan, I will focus on eating mostly vegetables and protein and healthy fats, with carbs in moderation. Just trying to be a normal person here…

I’ve also signed up for kickboxing classes because I used to love kickboxing and I do miss it. There was a crazy cheap deal on Groupon for 10 classes and I just couldn’t pass it up. One of my resolutions for this year is to not be such a scaredy cat and to just go out and do things!

I’m determined to not live like a hermit anymore in my comfort bubble.

Wish me luck!

Week 8: Sometimes Being Healthy Just Sucks

This week, I was having one of those days where I just hated life. It was hard to get out of bed and I just wanted to hide away from the world. My limbs felt heavy and I just wanted to stuff my face with fries, pizza, and ice cream.

These days, I realize, are the true test of my character and whether I care enough about myself to make the right decision. This is when it is the most important to stay positive and stay rational. I knew being healthy was never going to be easy. It may get easier at times, but getting through it when you are feeling down in the dumps is true triumph.

It's easier to stick to your goals with a positive attitude and when you're feeling happy but when you're having a bad day, Life just says, HA! Good luck! But if you get through it anyways entirely intact, then you have won and you are that much stronger. Or at least that's what I'd like to think.

I had to buy lunch the other day at work and the special they were serving in the cafeteria was turkey leg with waffle fries. These were fair/carnival size turkey legs with a big heaping serving of waffle fries. I saw this, and I immediately thought "Being healthy sucks!".

I let myself curse healthy food and died a little inside as I asked for the chicken, asparagus and green beans instead. Can I get a standing ovation, please?

I believe strongly that a healthy lifestyle is the seed that allows your life to flourish, but the act of being and staying healthy is a whole other thing. I'm NOT a health fanatic that loves everything healthy. I will make myself work out but some days I will still hate every minute of it… until it's over and then I'm happy that I pushed myself to do it.

I'm not saying all this to discourage those that want to take a healthier path, but I want you to know that I feel your pain! This is hard! But it's not always going to be hard. Anything worth having is never easy, is it? And sometimes, it just plain sucks. Everybody is enjoying a burger, while you're eating your salad. Your salad can be delicious, but it doesn't taste like a burger. I get it.

I made it through this week with no major casualties. I stuck to my healthy eating and worked out 4 out of the 5 days. And as a result, I am 2 lbs lighter and 1 inch smaller.

So yes this felt like a crappy week, but let's look at the bigger picture. The total weight I have lost is 12.6 lbs, and I am also down 2 inches from my hips, and 5 inches from my waist.

Here are my 5 things for this week:

1. Documenting my progress has really helped me see the bigger picture. It's satisfying to see a downward trend and that all my hard work really is paying off. Especially when I'm feeling like crap.File Jul 29, 1 05 37 PM

2. I always thought my emotional intelligence was always very low, and I know emotion plays a huge role in my difficulties in accomplishing things. If I can get my emotions under control, achieving my goals becomes something that is much more attainable. I'll try to think of it as a muscle that just needs practice and training.
3. I bought a cute little black dress from Banana Republic for a mad deal a while ago and got it in a smaller size since I've been losing weight. I tried it on this week and it fit! It was a major confidence booster!
4. It is actually just easier to bring lunch now so I bring leftovers I can eat and that usually tastes pretty good. I also won't be tempted by the junk food in the cafeteria at work. Also, now that I do have a bit more energy, I can make healthier compliant dinners with leftovers to spare.
5. It is ridiculous how expensive salads are compared to sandwiches if you're eating out. Anywhere where I can get a decent salad, it's like $10 or more! Where as sandwiches average around $6, 7$. Like I said, being healthy just sucks sometimes, and expensive.

It's been a bumpy ride so far, but I am managing. Thanks for reading my vent session, but I hope you can get something out of it like I did.

On another note, happy 3 year anniversary to my amazing husband! I love you!

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Thanks for stopping by!

 

 

Week 5 Health Challenge Update and Happy Post-Friday!

We made it through this 4-day week! Is it just me or whenever it’s a holiday weekend and we get a shorter week, it almost seems just as long or even longer than a regular five day week?

Confession time… So I had a couple of cheat meals this week… I went out to dinner with friends Saturday night and had salad, but allowed myself to have buffalo wings and indulge in a brownie sundae. Then we celebrated my father-in-law’s birthday Monday evening with a cook-out, in which I may have had a cheeseburger… I also made a cake for him, and of course had a piece (or two…). No judgment please.

Don’t worry, I went back to low carbing the next day.

I felt extremely fatigued this week so I didn’t go to the gym as much as I usually do.

So I was not surprised to see that I didn’t lose anything this week.

But you know what, that’s okay! I am not perfect, and I’m not going to beat up myself over it. I’ll pick up the pieces and keep going. The good news is that I didn’t really gain either (unless you count 0.2 lbs a gain… but if you do, keep it to yourself) so at least I was able to maintain my weight. I’ll use this tiny little setback as motivation for next week!

To help offset some of the extra calories, my hubby and I went hiking on July 4th at Great Falls. It was really hot, but we had a good time and the view of the Potomac River was beautiful. Also, considering that I can get pretty moody when I get uncomfortable, I was extremely… okay. For once, my hubby was the one who wanted to end the hike, when normally I would be the first one ready to call it a day. Instead, I felt like I could have kept going! But I sure slept well that night. I didn’t realize it then, but when I got home, being out in the heat and sun really took a lot out of me.

So in staying with the spirit of remaining optimistic and always learning, here are my five things for this week:

  1. Self-discipline and willpower is a must. When I am able to follow a low-carb diet to the extreme, I have very little cravings, and it’s easy to stay away from blood-sugar-spiking goodies. However, I know if I want to make this a long-term thing and keep it sustainable, I have to work out my willpower muscles. If I don’t exercise them, I can easily have a piece of cake and just fall off the wagon completely. I need to know how to go back to healthy from unhealthy easily and with little hiccup. I also need to make things easier for myself, so I make less decisions, and therefore have more energy for exercising my willpower when I really need it. I used to think it was all or nothing. Now I know better.
  2. I need to motivate myself daily. Staying focused and reviewing my goals daily is a good way to stay on top of things. Have you ever told yourself that you’re going on a diet, but then kind of forget about it and ended up eating junk food anyways? If it’s not constantly on my mind, I get careless. Journal, blog, make lists… I’m going to do whatever I have to do!
  3. Being content and fulfilled in one part of your life does wonders for the other parts. I don’t want to jinx myself, but for the past few weeks, I’ve generally been in a better mood, and dare I say… happy? It just goes to show that happiness really does come from within. I’m focusing on doing something better for myself and it has really helped my state of mind and well-being. Even when I have a bad day, I seem to be handling it better.
  4. I envision having tiny superheros in my body whenever I eat healthy. They are powerful little beings improving me from the inside. I envision my fat cells getting destroyed by these itty bitty Kimmy-version Avengers and X-Men. Smash! It’s silly, but makes me feel good! Hey, whatever works, right?
  5. I’m figuring out my happy medium. I basically had 2 cheat meals this past week which still allowed me to maintain my weight. And this was with minimal exercise. I’ll continue to monitor this as I lose more weight to determine how much I can still indulge without going overboard.

This week got a little busy, so I got delayed in publishing my post. I will continue to aim for publishing my check-in update posts on Fridays unless other circumstances dictate otherwise.

Do you have any great tips for maintaining a healthy lifestyle? I’d love to hear about it! 


 

Health Challenge Update Week 3

It’s check-in day! I weighed myself this morning and I’m down 2 lbs from last week. I’ll take it! I also lost another inch from my waist. I didn’t work out as much as I wanted to this week, but I’ve been sticking to my diet plan, which is 80% of the battle, so I’m proud of myself.

I received a free candy bar at work yesterday and I resisted temptation! I gave it to my husband and when I saw him 5 minutes later, he’d already eaten it. Ha. Temptation annihilated. I was sad to see it go, though.

So what’s the total since I officially started 3 weeks ago? Here’s a snapshot:


That’s a total of 5.6 lbs. 😁

The five things I’ve learned this week on this challenge:

  1. Ketogenic/Low Carb diet seems to be working pretty well for me. At first I was focusing on low carb and more protein, but have modified it to add more fat in. I’ve read good and bad things about the ketogenic diet, but I did my own research and found an article on the US National Library of Medicine NIH website (so it’s legit and I can trust it) that explained the complete science of how a ketogenic diet works. So at least I’ve read for myself that it actually works and the article even suggests that it would be a good tool for physcians to use in treating obesity. It also hasn’t been so difficult to stick with (so far). My cravings are almost nonexistent and I don’t get hungry as often. I keep the protein amount about the same. I still try to add in as many vegetables as I can.
  2. My energy levels are slowly increasing. I have less foggy brain and I’m more awake during the mid-afternoon, whereas before I would be ready for a nap. It’s still nowhere near 100% but at least my energy levels are moving in the right direction.
  3. I knew this before, but I realize even more now how important and true the 80/20 rule is. Diet really is 80% of the equation. Exercise is still great for you, but you really won’t see any change unless you change the way you eat. I’ve spent months before this challenge focusing more on exercise but still trying to eat ‘healthy’ which included whole grains. No change whatsoever. Three weeks on this diet and I’m down 5 lbs, and I haven’t even been working out as hard! I could barely even get the scale to shift when I was more focused on exercising.
  4. I love Greek salad. This includes the olives and pepperoncini with true authentic Greek dressing. It’s a great way to get lots of veggies in. And don’t forget the feta cheese! Yum. I prep for lunches by creating a big bowl of Greek salad minus the dressing. Each morning, I dole out what I want to take, and pack a little bottle of dressing to add in later. I also add in some store bought rotisserie chicken for protein.
  5. Cauliflower crust pizza is super easy to throw together if you already have frozen cauliflower rice. Look, I’m lazy. Like, SO lazy, especially after work. So I have to learn to work with that. I also hate the huge mess from cutting up a whole head of cauliflower so it can fit into the food processor. It’s enough to deter me from the whole thing. Thank god they sell frozen cauliflower rice now. Just pop it in the microwave, squeeze the water out, and throw in the cheeses and egg. The rest is easy peasy.

So far, so good. I’ll be back with a new update next week!

What works for you? Have you ever tried a keto diet? Let me know!

Health Challenge Weekend Update…

Forgive me… This is my first confession…

I learned something over the weekend.

So before I confess, I want to refer back to my rules that I came up with for my health challenge from a previous post of mine, “My last dessert… Weight Loss Challenge to ensue.”

Health Challenge Rules (or shall we say guidelines?) 

Start date: Monday, July 5, 2017

 

  • Focus on a low glycemic index meal plan. Low sugar, low carbohydrates, and no alcohol. (Will disclose, though, that I am going on vacation to Bangkok and Hong Kong in 3 months, and I do plan to allow myself to drink then, but then cutting it out again when I get home.)

  • Strength training 3x/week

  • Cardio at least 2x/week

  • If I cannot fit in a work out, I have to at least go for a 30 minute walk.

  • If I fall short, I will confess and document it here!

  • Progress or hiccups, I will post weekly. I aim to do 1 post a week.

  • I will allow myself room to make necessary changes to achieve sustainable weight loss. In other words, this isn’t set in stone, and I won’t beat myself up over mistakes.

  • Having said that, I CAN do this and I WILL do it. My goal is to achieve a healthy lifestyle with this challenge, but also to prove to myself I can do anything I want if I just commit to it.

I had started on last Monday. I did very well for the first 5 days. I ate well, avoided alcohol (though I normally don’t drink on weekdays), and was active. On my weekly check-in, I found that I was down 4 lbs. I was feeling great. It was a strong start.

And then there was yesterday. My husband and I went to a couple of festivals with a bunch of friends up in Baltimore. We went to a Greek festival, and I had grilled octopus, Greek green beans, and Greek salad. I had even packed a contigo with unsweetened iced tea and had a bag of nuts just in case I was hungry and there were no acceptable food options.

I said no to the fried smelt, gyros, and many phyllo wrapped dishes and desserts. I also said no to the french fries. I mean, wow, that’s willpower right there.

Then we decided to switch things up and head over to the Hon Fest in Hampden. Funnel cakes, crab cake sandwiches, beer, and frozen cocktails galore! I stood my ground, though. Everything looked delicious and tempting, but it was more like ‘I’ve had that before and I know it’s delicious’, not like ‘I need it right now like crack’.

At this point, however, I was getting tired from being out under the sun, and was ready to relax. We were meeting another friend for dinner, and what did we decide on? A wine bar of course. I could say no to everything else, but watching everybody drink and indulge just made me see what I was missing out on. Ah, the pressures of social society.

Now that we were ready to hang out in an air conditioned bar (and a wine bar, nonetheless!), I had to make a decision.

Don’t get me wrong, I am not an alcoholic, but I do enjoy wine, especially in the right setting. And enjoying some with friends is just the best type of life cocktail. I mulled it over and talked it out with my best friends. I mean, how often do I get to see them altogether like this? And how could I say no to a nice, ice cold glass of crisp rosĂ© wine on a hot, sunny day? I know my weaknesses and I own it.

I made a compromise with myself. Considering that summer is just around the corner, I’ve decided to allow myself 1 cheat day a week (if needed) to have wine. I am only allowing myself wine, but I will still be on a low carb dietary regimen when it comes to food. I also know that I won’t always need this cheat day; it’s really just a safety buffer…

So looking back on my health challenge rules, I realized that I had covered myself with this clause:

  • I will allow myself room to make necessary changes to achieve sustainable weight loss. In other words, this isn’t set in stone, and I won’t beat myself up over mistakes.

So I’ve admitted my violation and have confessed. And I am making the necessary changes. Ha. Despite this ‘violation’, I ate pretty healthy throughout the day.

And after the drinks Saturday night, I realize that I overdid it a little, and though I still love wine, my body just can’t handle it like it used to. So even though I am allowing myself a buffer zone, I realize that I won’t need this cheat day every week.

Tomorrow starts a new week. I will keep you posted!

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My Health Challenge Progress and 10 Things that I’ve Noticed So Far

I officially started my health challenge on Monday to eat clean and be more active in an effort to improve myself physically (and hopefully mentally). It’s only Friday but I’ve already noticed a few things after starting this challenge.

  1. I’m tired and cranky. I’m not getting the fast energy source from the bad carbohydrates. My body is in a kind of shock, but I’m handling it okay. Even though I feel tired, I don’t have any crazy mid-afternoon crashes. I’m hoping once my body adapts, I’ll have more energy.
  2. My trips to the bathroom have increased. I have to go number 1 a lot. With no carbohydrates to retain the water, it just goes right through me.
  3. No more cravings! I say this with a grain of salt. Nobody has locked me in a room with mountains of ice cream and pizza, but for the most part, I am keeping it together. But I do realize it IS only the 5th day…
  4. My mood has actually been okay. It’s no secret that I struggle daily with depression. I find very little pleasure in doing things and I usually just want to lay in bed and be alone. But I’ve noticed that I haven’t been so up and down in my mood and I don’t dwell as much on things. And considering I haven’t had any ice cream or chocolate AND haven’t murdered anybody yet… Go me! Though the scientist in me also realizes this could just be a placebo effect. I’ll keep this in mind, and report any changes later. But it’s nice to feel almost at peace, even if it is just all in my head.
  5. I’ve been sleeping like a baby. Sleep has been great. Except for all the times I have to get up in the middle of the night to go number 1 (refer to number 2 above). Not that I’ve ever really had any trouble with sleeping, but I can definitely tell that the quality of the sleep is much better.
  6. There has been a slight increase in my confidence. It’s probably the fact that I am proud of myself for taking this on, and am successfully following it (so far). Of course, the accountability of having to document everything on this blog is a huge motivator in itself.
  7. I do actually have a passion, and that passion is for living a healthy lifestyle. I know it’s still early, but I haven’t felt this fulfilled in a long time. But I have to make the time for it. Otherwise, it goes on the back burner and gets neglected. Keeping this blog is reminding me to always be aware and to constantly keep my health on my mind.
  8. I can make junk food versions out of healthy food. If I want a cheeseburger, I can wrap it in lettuce or have it without a bun. I can have baked chicken wings. Roasted vegetables can taste almost as good as french fries (seriously!). And cauliflower pizza crust is a godsend.
  9. I wake up in the morning with purpose. I have a job, and that job is to take care of myself. It feels good to be doing that, and making it a priority for once. But I do also have a real full time job, but I work to live, not live to work.
  10. If I put my mind to something, I can really make it come to fruition. I told myself I was going to do this, and I am. Again, I know it’s only Friday but I was nervous I wasn’t even going to make it through the first day. And I can feel that my will is pretty strong right now. Let’s keep it going!

The next obstacle is surviving the weekend! Will I succeed? I’ll let you know next week!

So there you have it. Likes and comments are also super encouraging, so please feel free! I will keep providing regular updates on my progress.
P.S. I found this really cute tracking ticker!

LilySlim Weight loss tickers

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